[quote='Julie Robins' pid='72' dateline='1383676661'] Lost my sweet Dookie Girl Friday night. In a perfect world, your old kitty curls up in a ball in her bed and falls asleep and crosses over RAINBOW BRIDGE on her own. Sadly, Dookie was FIGHTING her trip to see Jesus and we took her to the vet for a sedative! When your baby is in pain..you have to find the strength to take that pain on yourself as grief. It was the hardest and easiest thing I have ever done. She is so missed. I have her 4 babies who are 10 years old. They are mourning her so badly… breaking my heart. I don't post much about my losses.. but I needed the universe to know. I love you DOOKA-LOOKA-LOO… xo Mommy [/quote]